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しゃーんなろ!! [14 Jan 2004|07:02pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | Stone Temple Pilots - Plush ]

So last night I was about to go to sleep, and I had to take a dish to the sink. I walked out and Trent, Shanell, and Mike are all on the couches. One of the first things out of Shanell's mouth: "What the HELL did you do to your hair!?"

Thanks for the encouragement. >.>;

Went to bed early (for me) last night, woke up at 6:45 am on my own, went back to sleep for about twenty more minutes before finally dragging my carcass out of bed. XD; My bus almost broke down half way to the Arboretum (hahaha o__o;;;), but I made it on time. Then Michelle and I rushed through all of the opening stuff so we could go and get her oil changed and her car inspected. xD Also got some McDonald's on the way. We walked back into the store at, like, 10:02. Hahaha!

Work was easy enough, though I swear to high heaven that the customers are getting stupider by the day. Some guy demanded Katie work out the percentage today on a $79.99 item. Well, considering everything is HALF OFF, and that's ALMOST $80... It ain't freaking rocket science, ya moron. And I swear, if I hear one more customer disgruntled about not being able to return say "Well, I didn't know about this [the no return policy] when I bought it!" then I am going to RIP THEIR LITTLE PIN HEADS OFF. :E We didn't know we were going out of business and losing our jobs so back the fuck off!!!!

I almost finished my crossword puzzle today. >.>;

Oh, and I left two hours early with Michelle so she could take me grocery shopping. Hallelujah, I can EAT!!!! ;O; *loves on Michelle* And now I can say that I have been taken home by all the current managers finally. Haha. xD

Mental reminder: burn those cds for her tonight. :o

Watched the first episode of Azumanga Daioh (gomen Rotem, I couldn't wait for you. ^^;; *impatient*) That series... xDDDDD I love shows that are just plain crackheaded and spastic and random *coughFLCLcoughExcelSagacough* but entertaining nonetheless. "OSAKA!"

OH~ and [info]picc!!! I got the cds! You can stop worrying! xD; I will test them out very soon. :3

Not much else to report on. FINALLY did laundry (waiting for it to dry right now, in fact.) Hooray, CLEAN CLOTHES! Also, I think I slept on my arm funny because my elbow was being weird, and now my shoulder is freaking out on me. Gah. o.<;

And now to *gasp* cook dinner! Holy crap! How freaking amazing is THAT? :x

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もう少し あと少し ただ勇気下さい [06 Jan 2004|08:58am]
[ mood | 死んだ ]
[ music | La'cryma Christi - Jump!! ]

[TMI] )

Teh hana comes into town today. :D *嬉しいくて*

Marff, if anyone can translate this song, you would be my hero forever. I tried my hand at it last night, but I am teh suck. Got the general jist of the song, though (I think.) All about not being able to express how you feel freely to someone and trying to gather the courage to do so, ne? Which means the title of the song makes a little more sense... その想いがわかる ^^;;;;

And now I must leave for work. Baaaaaah, too cold outside. Weatherbug says it's 25 degrees right now!! On Saturday it was ~70. Stupid flippant Texas weather. >.<;

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みんな元気? [05 Jan 2004|06:45pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Drug Store Cowboy - 海の見える丘へ行こう ]

Why oh why do people suck so much? :x

Work was pfft. Hard to concentrate and be friendly when your gut is playing the role of angry, drunken rock star hell bent on thrashing the shit out of their hotel room. And that mental image just amused the shit out of me because I imagined Tommy Lee and Yoshiki have a shit fit in my stomach. Heh, attack of the big hair.

I talked to Michelle today and asked her how long she thought we were going to stay in business, and she said that she believed Larry when he said about three weeks. Pretty soon they're going to start firing people. She said that in the end, it'll probably just be the managers, me, and a few of the harder working part timers like Alanna and Belinda who stay. And while I need as many hours as I can get, and I want to stay until the end, I don't know if I can bear coming into the store when all that's left are the fixtures and little else. It's already sad enough with all the bare shelves.

Oh, and my schedule for the week... too lazy to post it in regular format. So basically I had Sunday off, I have Saturday off, today was 9:00 to 5:30 and the rest of the week--Tuesday through Friday--is 10:00 to 6:30. I like working mornings because it means the day goes by quicker, but I also HATE working shifts like that because it starts to get dark at 5:00 here, and without a car it makes things very hard to get stuff done. I really don't like travelling around at night. Plus there's also the fact that some places are only open while I'm at work. Baaaaaaah, crap.

Hanachan is coming into town t'morrow, if memory serves me right. Glee!! I hope we can get together and do something. I miss hanging out with people! *hermit* :D;;;; (hehe, エロ仙人です)

Hnn... I think that's all for tonight. I also think I shall make another cd of videos for Faith. I shall corrupt her, one disc at a time! Mwahahahahaha!!

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強くじゃない [04 Jan 2004|07:05pm]
[ mood | cranky ]
[ music | Shiina Ringo - Gibusu ]

You know, this is a perfect example of what's wrong with parents these days. I get people like that in our store all the time. Absent-minded parents with too much to do who bring their kids along when they should have left them at home/with a sitter. Because, obviously, their kids are not important enough for them to pay attention to. In fact, if buying items and running little piddly errands (like buying toys for your neighbor kids who you don't even know but you do it anyway to save face) is more important than your child's welfare, then why are you even being allowed to breed in the first place?!

People really do sicken me, sometimes.

In a pretty craptastic mood. Just suffering another bout of 気持ち悪い I suppose. ._.; そして食べたいでも...お腹が本当に痛い. >.<;;;

日本語を勉強します

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泳ぐ~ [05 Nov 2003|07:07am]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | humming Shiina Ringo songs ]

Myaw~ I was inspired/convinced by [info]rotem and [info]akichan105 to start swimming in the mornings. Partially as a way of waking up and getting energized for the day, and partially to get my chubby ass into shape. xD; I mean, honestly, I have no excuse not to. The pool is maybe twenty feet from my window; it doesn't even takes me thirty seconds to walk there from our apartment. And the creepy college guys who like to watch girls swim are usually not awake at 6:30 in the morning, so that's not preventing me either. xD

Got up at around 6:15, got ready and went out there by 6:30. Swam for about twenty minutes. I am SO out of shape. @_@ But it did feel good. In a sort of "Yay, I accomplished something, I'm not a total slacker" kind of way. xD; Plus taking a nice hot shower after being in a freezing cold pool for twenty minutes is SO NICE. *~*

Though this might not be the best time to start swimming, as it's almost winter and the pools in our apartment complex are all uncovered, outdoors pools. Myeh. Maybe I'll be one of those people who swim during winter/go swim in freezing water. What do they call them again, Polar Bears?

And now to make something for my hungry tummy. EAT EAT. :E

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つぶれるからつぶれるからつぶれるから [03 Nov 2003|10:38am]
[ mood | nauseated ]
[ music | The Yellow Monkey - Kanariya ]

I woke up and I went to rub my eyes, and there was dried blood one one of them. @______________@;;; "僕の目がつぶれるから" I was so freaked out. #___#; And then I remembered that I'd been rubbing my eyes last night and I'd poked the corner of my eye with one of my nails. SO NOT FUNNY. I've let these things grow too long; I'm cutting them, and that's it. I don't need any more freak outs like that when I'm already feeling crappy and anxious as it is.

Though everyone's kind words did help. I'll get over this. I hope. n.n;; GANBARU NA!

Couldn't sleep last night, so I stayed up romanizing songs. :x Got three and a half Yellow Monkey songs done before 3:00, when I forced myself to go back to bed. Didn't actually GET to sleep until around 3:45 though. Mouuu~ x_x; But I found out more about my favorite Yemon songs. "Girlie" has some great lyrics. xD;; Maybe I'll post my crappy romaji jobs later to have you who are more fluent in Japanese proof read them. I learn through romanizing. *nod* :x

I think I'm going to get some ramen and work on romanizing the rest of the songs off 8 now, actually. Maybe I'll work on some Surface songs too, if I get bored enough. Not a bad way to spend a day off, na?

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気持ち悪い [29 Oct 2003|08:53am]
[ mood | listless ]
[ music | Zeppet Store - Emotion ]

I feel pretty crappy that I'm moping and being a general ball of angst when so many others are having hard times. Especially y'all out in Cali with the fires. I want to help, but I don't know how! ;_; Just... be safe, okay, guys? Yes, a house and all those other material things are important, and it's hard to rebuild when almost everything you own in goes up in flames, but they're nothing in comparison to human life. SO be safe, okay? I love you all. ;.;

I guess that's all I really wanted to say right now. Now feeling like getting into the reasons behind my 気持ち悪い. Blech. -_-; Gomen~ here, have some quizzes. A good substitute for angsting. :x

Quizzos )

Have about an hour to kill. Think I'll go read or try to draw or something. Anything to keep Hisa from yelling at me about being a mopey whiner. n.n;

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僕の肩で羽を休めておくれ [20 Jul 2003|11:59pm]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | Porno Graffitti - Agehachou ]

Damn you, Depu, won't let me mope in peace! xD;

So, the visit with mom brought my mood up some, and Patrick brought me out to lunch, though my appetite was kinda zilch. I feel like I'm being an ungreatful whiner right now. I know a lot of you guys are trying to cheer me up, and I love you for it!! Hopefully this will all pass soon~ As in, like, t'morrow. Because this general feeling of "blah" is really frustrating me. >___<

Becky called a little while ago and had to reschedule the appointment for the facial to Wednesday because her car broke down. :X Which is fine. Though, talking to her, I realize just how much Faith takes after her. xD They're just a whole family of sweethearts, I guess.

OH~ and apparently we WILL be staying in this apartment, which is a relief. However, Raymond won't be moving in, but Eric P--not to be confused with the Eric M. I currently live with or Lianne's brother Eric T. (dammit, there are too many Erics!!)--will be. As Trent said, "We'll just be changing out one Eric for another." So my address remains the same for another year or so. We're supposed to be going in to the office on Tuesday to renew our lease and take Eric M. and Chrissy off and put Eric P. on. Though I'll miss Eric M. :[ He's so nice and funny~

Agh, I have a bit of a headache. I should probably be going to sleep right now but... blaaah. I'm feeling creative. And kinda hungry. At least my appetite has come back some? Looks like it's time to raid the kitchen.

But first... to take this song off loop. @_@ I love it, but... dah. xD;

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私は今夜ただ攻められたい [19 Jul 2003|09:04pm]
[ mood | full ]
[ music | Shiina Ringo - Mayonaka wa Junketsu ]

I had Mexican food~~ :B :B :B *happy* I've been having this HUGE craving for all things Spanish/Mexican/Latin/WHATEVER for the past two weeks or so, and FINALLY Patrick gave me the choice of where to go out to eat. So we went to El Arroyo. *_* I got sopapillas~ :D~~~~~~~~~~ *stuffed*

And, this is random, but I REALLY miss playing my viola. ;.;

I think I'm going to work on another one of my crappy japanese/english lyrics pictures. Though this time I don't have a lyric book for the song... I could probably just find the romaji and then look at the translation and use that to help me guess at the kanji, but still... that could be inaccurate... let's hope finding the kanji online will be easy. @_@;

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咲いて咲いて咲いて輝けDEAR Life鮮やかに [27 Jun 2003|04:50pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]
[ music | Sugizo & The Spank Your Juice - Dear LIFE... ]

Those lyrics are prolly wrong, but that's what they SOUNDED like to me. And I'm too lazy to go around looking for the kana lyrics.

You know, I've tried writing a bunch of journal entires over the past week, and nothing has come out. Nothing at all. That or I'll trail off and forget about it. I've been skimming my friends page, on EVERYONE'S entries. So if you've announced something really important, and I haven't said anything, you'll know why. LJ has, like almost everything else in my life at the moment, become a chore. I just feel so... mundane.

I'm pretty sure I'm just burnt out.

I want to do something radical, like dye my hair neon pink or get a piercing or a tattoo. The only problem is that two of those are conflicts with my job, and the other one I can get away with if it's easily hidden by clothes, but it costs MONEY. x_____x Which I can't really blow right now. Anyone want to donate to the Help Zoë Marr Her Skin fund?

I think I know the main reason why I haven't posted much lately. I've been horribly WHINY. Just a lot of complaints in my head right now. I hate whining. So I've tried to keep it to a minimum. Which is a large reason why I'm not online as much as I used to be--don't want to annoy my friends. That and I've been bouncing between feeling really badly fatigued and really weak and sickly. I don't understand it. I've been getting enough sleep... Maybe I've been sleeping too much? Blagh.

I started FFX yesterday. I think I'm going to go play some more of that now.

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嬉しい... ^o^ [04 Mar 2003|04:17pm]
[ mood | giggly ]
[ music | the soothing sounds of Spawn XD ]

Apparently, Frodo has a sinus infection. Wah, poor baby~ ;o; But the vet gave 'im a shot and we're letting him rest up, so he should be better soon. :3 *ureshii dansu* So glad it wasn't something really serious. *pats usagichan* Good lil' bunny~

I bought things today!! o_o Like, water color paper and some pens. And... ah... one of those "How to draw manga" books. XD;;; But it was on Couples and is GREAT for pose references. It even has same sex couples in it. *nod* I figured a lot of the stuff I draw is couple-centric, so hurray! *dansu* I love working. Money is yay. n.n;

Work was bordering on boring this morning. ~_~ Lianne opened (yay!) and we went through A LOT of clearanced software (there was SOOO much of it!!! o_o;;;;) But once Cassie came in, Lianne had to work hard on motivating her to get to work, so I kinda sat up at the front and drew and unloaded a u-boat some. Not much to do when you're the only cashier and are therefore stuck up at the registers.

And the South location closed today at noon, so we are now the only Zany Brainy in Austin! :O Of course, we're still dealing with people coming in and arguing with us that our store is closing. >_> Yes, our store is closing, despite the MANY HUMONGOUS, GAUDY, RED, YELLOW, AND BLUE SIGNS hanging all over the place that say, "Selling out to bring in new inventory!" 'Cause, y'know, the news knows EVERYTHING. >_> *stabs people for being stupid*

Today has been okay. *nods* And I'm being entertained by the sounds of Ray, Cody, and Pat playing Spawn. Which means a lot of cursing and threats and "KABOOOOOOM"s. Maybe I'll jump on and whoop some ass with one of the angels.. I'm ALL about Death from Above. >=3 Wahahaha~

And the quote of the day:
Raymond: "You got scared, Pat! I know your number! I saw your feeeeaaar~ >=3"

XD Hooray for the Dreamcast. <3 <3 <3

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